For Love

I have these dreams, and I never want to wake up.
I see everything I've ever wanted. It makes me
want to reach for my desire, to reach people and
I never want to go back to that pain again that I used
to know. That's The purpose of writing getting it out
so it's no longer inside, not giving you a choice but
laying dormant and hide it's a parasite that feeds
off of negativity, and I can't let that be a part of 
me. I am determined to make myself known I just
I want everything I've never had I want it for
to own and to share with my family so that 
they can also rise with me, and we will be 
A force that's stuck in our emotions, 
 the ones where we feel let down, sad 
And hurt that will be no more. They   
will lay in the dirt. I know I can't always
be happy daily; I want to change our view
and let us see the sight of meadows right now
we're shrouded in the dark it's hell; it hurts
here so no longer can we stay this pace. I have
to fight claw and try to pull me up so that my
daughter will never have to look at me and say why