You hope to live as a good, normal person who can be loved by everyone. But because there are something horrible in you, you believe that those thing will not gonna happens until the end of you life.
You are some monster, trying to recognize yourself,
Finding an angel, that hardly will be found,
You thought you can be cured,
But you only think of dead person laying around of you.
You are some monster, hate the truth,
Dreaming the future, that will never be true,
The word comes stabbing the pain in chest,
Binding you, until you never rest.
You are some monster, chains with sadness,
Linger of hope, to the point of madness,
Lead you to the knife,
That will end your numb and pain.
You just want to be you.
But you are monster.
No people will believe you.
@AemanAlBaqir
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- 04-23-19-03:05 AM
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2 Comments
You're not a monster. You're just being you. Angel are not hard to find, it's just you're not ready to see someone as angel.
You want to be cured by people, but the thing is, we can't be cured by other, than ourselves. They can assist us to heal but not heal us.
Don't let the dark inside your heart, keeping you from being dreaming to be better in the future, you hold your future not other.
Please stop claiming yourself as a monster. Because, you're just you. You're just Aiman that I know. Smile ?
If you are truly struggling inside then you can seek the unknown for help if no one understands you as a human, someone who is from the unknown will! From there whatever you don’t like inside yourself will be revealed and then you can work from there to become what you were meant to be as you will know because it will make you cry.